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what did i get myself into?

I am a cutter, anorexic, and bulimic...when did all of this happen?
This is my past present, and maybe future...
Fuck.
Although i am "recovering" and havent made myself vomit in months doesn't change the fact that i ever did it...and who knows i might do it again D:
and the stupid fact that i haven't cut in 8 months doesn't change anything!
Because at this moment i am tempted.
Lets not forget the fact that i still starve myself and when i don't i hate myself for being WEAK.
WTFFF AND I HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
....ugh.

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Hey, just read this, and I want you to know that I understand exactly how you are feeling, But things can get better and I hope that they do for you.