Today was decent :\ but i am sooo upset with myself.
I have been eating normal for the past few days and i don't know what to do.
It's not that i lost motivation because i am very motivated and i have many possesions to remind me of why i am on this journey...but i guess i lost hope? or idk i'm just tired of starving and doing great then binging back to where i started. i'm tired of all this crap and i just want it off.
But just because its late right now and i am exhausted i know tomorrow when i wake up i will have blooming energy and i will fast tomorrow (:
So goodnight ladies and gents. <3
Good luck, think thin, and stay safe!
PS. 111 days cut free!